It has been a challenging 2 months, the waiting for the right job and offer somehow has taken its toll on me. Sometimes i wander if i still have it, the grit of finding the right job where your passion and mission is put at the center of it. They say that it takes patience in everything, that is true, though, when the going gets tough and tougher, you somehow question that statement, especially when you do everything to secure the work and job you wanted.
It is still fortunate after all that a group has given me the chance, not high paying but rewarding in a lot of sense given the nature and deep mission of the work, but at the same time, it is not enough to at least live in the most prudent way possible, an additional work is necessary, and that is where the challenge comes. Though i have something to share and give, but sometimes, you also question your capability when things are not going to your favor.
At the end, there is no other way but to push forward. To keep on pushing until that right work and moment comes. There is not turning back and no room for disappointment. Right posture, proper attitude and lots of endurance is needed.
When life is in the midst of questions, when people around you seems to just focus on money and money, when you feel that you are just alone and being by yourself in dealing with life reality and circumstance. All you needed to do really is to hold tight on your faith and belief. And that trust that one day, everything will be alright. All in God`s time.