Tears suddenly flowing

Life is has tough and challenging. The stage of fame and having people around vanishes. The beauty of seeing the morning is slowly eclipsing darker and darker. That it seems that everything is just falling apart.

They say when great things are happening in your life there are many people who wanted to at least get close to you, when friends you cannot count in your 2 hands because it is so plenty. That people simply felt privileged by just having you around.

But the paradox of this is the extreme end, when things are no longer beautiful, when things became soar, and things are not in a perfect fit, suddenly, the lights are out, fame is gone, friends and family is no where to found. Suddenly, you are alone and facing life and consequences all by yourself, when those who adore you is waiting for the opportunity to pin you down even more.

My journey is this. Exactly like this, but if there is one thing i learn and keep on learning in the process is my intimate faith knowing that one day everything will be ok. Where tears are turned to rejoicing, and true friends and support are found. That what is gone will be recovered, and what is ahead is even more brighter.

Tears just flew in my eyes. And it is a tear of both happiness and sadness. The Lord is for the sick the needy and the abandon, He is for those who wanted to find comfort amidst deep trial and tribulation. In this deep swallow of lifes challenges, i cling and hold on to God, for at the end of it all He knows, He sees, and He hears.