Retreat is not a sign of defeat

How many times you feel that you are beaten down the drain? that are all efforts are not falling to proper places, where life and your day to day has more negative impact than positive result. When you find yourself torn apart one piece to another.

The day to day ordeal of life is already challenging, how much more if you see that people around you dont value or even appreciate the efforts that you do. Probably it is to small not to notice, but effort is effort no matter what, big or small, if you value the person, you will not highlight the shortcoming, but instead look on the far more important aspect to boost and push the person, that hey, "you can do it", or "we can do it"!

Many times i felt quitting life, after a long journey of hard ship, wrong turns, and bad decisions, a lot of times i would found myself crying in the corner of a room, inside the car or the bath room, i tried to push myself that, "you can do it", but i guess when you are bruised, beaten, and wounded, such push makes you even gasp for air.

If there is one thing left in me, it is my belief that in all this, there is an end, that in this challenging journey, a certain light at the end of the tunnel is waiting, that the divine person has a plan perfectly orchestrated, and i just have to participate in the process no matter how difficult and challenging it maybe.

Who knows whats ahead, who knows when the tears will stop and the wounds will heal, who knows when the pain will be gone, and the sorrow will be eliminated, who knows.

For now, what i know is i have to hold on and stay tough no matter how hard life is offering.

All i can say, May your divine will be done!