How challenging things are, the daily grind of life is just totally exhausting, to a certain point, you dont know how to go about it. There are errors we commit in life, not intentional, nor deliberate, but even if we think or desire of something good, sometimes, our ways of doing fall short of what is expected, wrong call and judgement, mistaken perception, and sudden wrong turn, part of life, yes, but there are some reality that your bruise becomes a solid wound, it is a pain, straight to the point, it is painful.
It is hard when you see people around you suffer, when they feel the struggle, but at the same time, the pain is double to the person who see the people that he loves suffer. Very painful, it seems that you cannot do anything, or what you are doing is not enough, it is painful.
Why is life this hard? isnt life is designed to be enjoyed? why do not so good things, or bad things happen to good intentioned individual? answer, sharpening? deeper motivation? commitment? hmmm...i am not sure anymore, what i know is that life iis beautiful, but very challenging.
How do we live by it? face it, knowing that in all this, there is the God who sees and understand. People around might not understand what we all go through in life, but one thing is certain, there is a God that understands, there is a God who knows and sees, there is a God who will never abandon nor judge. He is infinite and gracious, forgiving and merciful.