No other way but up

There are plenty of reason why we needed to get up every morning and face the challenging life ahead. Many of us struggle in plenty, where every bits and pieces of life reality is a hurdle to be surpassed. Because in truth and reality, life is challenging, yes, life is beautiful, but in every beauty of life are sharp edges that needs refinement, edges that needed some polishing, and edges that needed focus and attention.

The reward of facing your own problem and dilemma is knowing the "whos" in your life! those who will stay beside you those that will never seize to push you, those who can be source of encouragement and motivation. Some people would be lucky to have a bunch of this kind, but some, unfortunately doesnt have this convenience, and i guess the hardest part is expecting those who can, but never did. Those who are supposed to be there, but end up to be the one pinning your down. See, life is hard and difficult.

But beauty comes in realizing the few who can be there, some might not understand, but only you can tell why you stood for a person, and why you chose to be by that side, acceptance, comfort, assurance and consistency are all vital reason why.

It is easy to blame and point fingers, but people will never understand because you are not in that situation and reality. Only then that you will understand and realize.

I am grateful for the life that i have, it is not perfect, many times i felt alone, but in this process of great refinement and tribulation, there is one great event happening in my life, and that is the deeper relationship that i found in Christ. A relationship that is pivotal in my journey, a relationship that i believe will bring me to the place and corner that God has prepared for me.

Life is a journey, full of surprises, ups and downs, along the way you will meet variety of people, and in those meetings, long or short, there will be many discoveries.

I can count on my 10 fingers the few people i have truly, and unfortunately, this are not the people that carries the same blood as i am, but they are the few ones, who i got, and they are the one who never closed their doors, and even open their windows for me. And for this i am deeply grateful.

I may not have the perfect life after all i may not be the best person that people will admire, i may not be the son or brother that you can be proud of, but i am still the person that i believe God has created me to be, not perfect, sick, have many imperfection, and nothing in the eyes of the world. But, i have God, and for me, that is the most important.

My greatest gift is my relationship with the one true source, and that relationship will be the one to bring me at the gates of heaven one day. Where imperfection can evntually be perfection.